The Sitter's Tale: From the Scottish National Portrait Gallery: the film-maker has become a character in one of Steven Campbell's stories
Sunday 29 August 1999
In the early 1990s he phoned me up and asked me if he could do my portrait. The gallery had a list of Scottish worthies, and I wasn't on it, but Steven wanted to do me, so I rapidly got put on. I asked if he wanted me to sit and he was noncommital: then a good few months later, the kids and I tramped along to his studio to see what he was up to. The disconcerting thing was, he had nine or 10 painted sketches of my head strewn all over the floor. He asked me which one I liked best - I don't know if he was allowing me to choose or offering me the illusion that I was allowed to choose. But anyway, I picked the nicest, sweetest, most enigmatic one. And I think we saw a roughly sketched-out canvas, but that was as much as I saw until it was finished.
I'm very taken with Steven's work. I like it, I have a large one here beside me as I work. I didn't try to see myself in the painting - I didn't feel desperately personal about it, I wasn't assessing it in an egotistical way. I don't feel it's me so much as that Steven has put me in one of his stories.
But I was touched to see that my children are in it. And the setting - me peeking out from behind the tree - that feeling of being at the margins of a city, what Apollinaire called "the Zone" - is a real preoccupation of mine, it's something quite personal, and I'm always going back to it in my own work. I don't remember ever talking to Steven about it, but he seemed to know about it anyway.
INTERVIEW BY ALISON MACPHERSON
Steven Campbell's 1995 portrait hangs in the Scottish National Portrait Gallery, Edinburgh (0131 624 6200).
'Gregory's Two Girls' will be released in the autumn
Robin Thicke admits he didn't write 'Blurred Lines'music
Review: Cilla, ITV TV
Arts & Ents blogs
- 1 Mario Balotelli: Staff at arson-hit Manchester Dogs' Home convinced Liverpool striker is behind five-figure donation
- 2 Scottish independence live: Scotland gives a clear 'No' in historic referendum - as it happened
- 3 iOS 8 is full of shiny new features - but it's terrible news for app developers
- 4 Friends 20th anniversary: Six things we wouldn't have without influential comedy series
- 5 Scottish independence: Tory revolt against 'devo max' grows as Rail Minister Claire Perry joins
Jay Z fights lawsuit over use of oh in 'Run This Town'
Game of Thrones star Maisie Williams cast in Channel 4 drama about cyber bullying
Downton Abbey: Liam Neeson wants role as stableman in period drama
Star Wars 7 leaked photo of Adam Driver changes everything
The Walking Dead season 5 synopsis: Spoilers and existential questions revealed
Daniele Watts: Django Unchained actress detained by Los Angeles police after being mistaken for a prostitute
Scottish independence referendum: A nation divided against itself
Scottish independence: David Cameron is becoming the 'George Bush of Britain'
Russia freezes Ukraine into submission: Kiev admits country doesn't have enough fuel for winter
Scottish independence: The Queen breaks silence on referendum debate – as think tank warns of £14bn black hole if Scotland votes Yes
Portuguese academic says British are 'filthy, violent and drunk'