When I came off the bike I thought I'd just badly twisted my ankle. I was very surprised when I learned how bad the fracture was. I lost about 25 per cent mobility and now there's lots of scar tissue which makes the ankle look bigger.
My immediate reaction after the accident was relief. I couldn't race, and frankly I had the first good summer holiday I'd had for 20 years. After a while, the media focus went elsewhere so I had a nice quiet time at home. I'd also broken my right wrist and had to hold a crutch with my left hand, so the biggest frustration was that I didn't have a free hand. I went to see a Rolling Stones recording session in Brixton and at one point I was on my own with all this wonderful food on the table, but I couldn't actually help myself to any.
Recovery was worse than the accident and I was in pain for a long time. Over a year later I still have problems. During my convalescence I lost about 30 per cent muscle mass in my left calf and thigh and, even after electrical stimulation and a year back in competitive cycling, they still look different.
There were two 5cm steel pins in my ankle holding six fractures together and I competed a whole season with them in. I had them taken out about five weeks ago and a lot of the aches and pains have gone. But I feel there's slightly more pressure on my left ankle now, and it looks like I'll get arthritis when I'm older. I wanted to enter competitive running after my cycling, but the chances of doing that seem unlikely now. I'm lucky I live near a beach so I can run on soft ground. Athletes finish their careers when they've had enough of giving out what it takes. I'm still increasing my input, but at a slower rate than before the accident. I'm training for next season at the moment, but hairy descents in the rain will always be in the back of my mind.
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