Why has Hebden Bridge become suicide central?
Once an industrious oasis, Hebden Bridge became a hippie paradise in the 1960s and latterly a middle-class hotspot. So how did it turn into the suicide capital of Yorkshire? The film-maker Jez Lewis returned to his home town – where 15 of his childhood friends have killed themselves in the past 20 years – to find out what went wrong in this troubled bohemian idyll
VICTOR DE JESUS
Jez Lewis says: 'There's a real sense of fatalism. One lad told me, ''You either kill yourself or die anyway''
When Jez Lewis decided to make a film about his home town of Hebden Bridge in West Yorkshire, he planned a simple 10-minute short in which he would interview a few locals and visually capture the changing moods of the valley. But then one of his oldest friends, Emma, who had grown up on his street, died of a heroin overdose at the age of 37, leaving behind two children. Lewis was distraught and travelled from Suffolk, where he now lives, back to Hebden Bridge to attend her funeral.
While he was there, Lewis became troubled. "It dawned on me that this was about the 15th person who had killed themselves, all from Hebden and all from my childhood, over the past 20 years," he says. He worked out that five actually used to live on his old street. First Peter, Lewis's old next-door neighbour, stepped in front of a bus. Then Nicky, who lived two doors down from Emma, hanged himself, as did Bill, one of Lewis's closest friends, and finally he heard that Lloyd, who lived opposite, had committed suicide too.
Standing on his old road, once called Industrial Street, now called Garden Terrace, he points out each of his old friends' houses and talks about how he used to play out in the street with them. It is a steeply sloping road with terraced housing on one side and views into the valley on the other. What is striking is how small the road is – there are just 23 houses on it – which makes for a pretty astonishing mortality rate. Emma's death acted as a catalyst for Lewis. He told the story to acclaimed documentary film-maker Nick Broomfield, who immediately agreed to be executive producer. So Lewis remortgaged his house and set about delving into the dark side of Hebden Bridge. The resulting film, Shed Your Tears and Walk Away, rather than the intended 10 minutes, turned into a full-length feature and is showing at the Sheffield Documentary Film Festival next Saturday. "I ended up making the film I never wanted to make," he says. "It's a can of worms. If I'd known what it would involve, I would definitely have backed out."
Hebden Bridge is best known as a picture-postcard market town nestled in the hills close to the Pennine Way, famous for its bohemian tendencies and lively alternative community. It lies in the Calder Valley, halfway between Burnley and Bradford, just a few miles from Haworth, where the Brontė sisters wrote their famous works. It is a stunning setting. The town itself is cut from coarse millstone grit and lies deep in a valley, with hills towering above on all sides. The town was once famous for its booming textiles industry but that bottomed out in the 1960s, leaving it bankrupt, desolate and largely abandoned. There was talk of bulldozing the place to the ground, but it was spared, thanks to the resistance of a few remaining locals and the arrival of a new population – a group of hippies – who got wind of all the empty buildings and started moving in.
Lewis, now 42, remembers it well: "There were derelict houses everywhere. A quarter of our street was abandoned, so it got demolished. We were gutted, as that was our play area. At that time the town was totally blackened from the soot produced by the textile mills. It was satanic. Then, in the early 1970s, just after the hippies started arriving, there was an effort to tidy it up and turn it into a tourist town. So the authorities came and sandblasted it from end to end." '
It was the start of a process that has seen Hebden Bridge regenerated and repackaged as a tourist hotspot and liberal, middle-class destination. The hippie migration continued apace, perpetuated by word of mouth and media stories about drug use, which confirmed its reputation as a counterculture paradise. Then, in the 1980s, young professionals who worked in Leeds and Manchester, just a 45-minute commute away, started moving in. The old textile mills and vacant barns were converted into luxury apartments to accommodate them and house prices spiralled. Now, it's home to 5,000 in the valley and another 5,000 on the surrounding hills. It soon became known as "the Hampstead of Yorkshire" and the sign at the edge of town saying "Welcome to Hebden Bridge" was famously defaced to read "Welcome to the yuppie centre of the North".
But, as Lewis discovered, not everyone got caught up in the gentrification. Just after he started filming in 2007, there was another self-inflicted death: 25-year old Sam Jones was found dead in the street, near the bottom of Lewis's old road. He had been drinking and taking drugs. His mother Michelle Jones, 48, who has four other children, has lived in Hebden Bridge all her life. "Sam used to drink quite a lot and take cocaine but he had stopped for about 10 weeks," she says. "He'd had a row with his girlfriend and I think he thought he could drink and take the same amounts he did before.
"I carry a lot of guilt because I was so wrapped up in my other son Liam, who was a heroin addict at the time, that I felt I didn't notice Sam's problem. I think if I'd known how it was going to turn out here, I'd have got my children and run."
Jones says that 30 years ago a local policeman warned her of the direction in which Hebden Bridge was heading. "He said it was a time bomb waiting to go off. When the hippies came, they brought dope and it was quite normal to them to smoke it openly in front of the children. A lot of people I talk to say it's like that everywhere, but considering the size of Hebden, I think we have a real problem with the amount of drugs we've got here. When Liam lived in Newcastle he used to say you could get more of what you wanted in Hebden than you could there."
Shortly after Sam's death there was another: 26-year old Scott Hallam died after overdosing on methadone. "It made me angry," says Lewis, "because no one else seemed to be joining the dots and seeing there is a real problem here. It bothered me that the people of Hebden will have a candlelight vigil for Tibet or Palestine, but when a 25-year-old father of two dies in the street it hardly makes the local paper."
When Lewis did some research into suicide rates, he discovered some disturbing results: "I found that among the people I grew up with, the rate was dozens of times the national average. I was dismayed and confused. After all, Hebden Bridge isn't a long-deprived slum; it's a beautiful, quirky little town known for its creative and tolerant community."
The issue had been raised before, in an article in the Yorkshire Post in 2001. Dr Bob Heys, a former hospital consultant and member of the Calderdale Community Health Council, told the newspaper that he had been trying to find out for the past seven years why Calder Valley's suicide rate was so abnormally high. "The grim statistics in Calderdale and Kirklees Health Authority's annual report for 2000 show that 10.8 per 100,000 committed suicide in Calderdale compared with 5.2 in North Kirklees and 6.8 in England and Wales," reads the piece. Dr Heys asked for an investigation and at the time, Dr Graham Wardman, Calderdale and Kirklees Health Authority's director of public health, promised to reduce the suicide rate by at least one-fifth by 2010.
Nearly 10 years after he requested the investigation, I ask Dr Heys what has happened. "We were promised steps were being taken to deal with it but didn't hear anything," he says. He pulls out the annual report from 2003-04 and discovers that the suicide figures are no longer even registered. Instead it just says, "the suicide rate is still significantly higher than the England rate". "They tend to be reluctant to publish things that don't reflect favourably on them," say Dr Heys. "I have a suspicion it's because things haven't improved."
Dr Wardman did provide me with figures which state that the Calderdale five-year mortality rate (2003-2007) is 10.55 per 100,000. "It's very disappointing," says Dr Heys, "that there has been so little improvement."
The other thing that shocked Lewis during the making of the film was how desensitised people had become. Lewis found out about the death of Bill, one of his old best friends, when it was casually dropped into conversation over a game of pool. "There is a real sense of fatalism," says Lewis. "Everyone thinks it's normal to have one person after another dying. One lad said to me, 'It just seems round here you either kill yourself or you die anyway.'" '
Much of Lewis's film is set around the park where his old friends hang out. Cass, who has known Lewis since infant school, is often fondly likened to Shameless's Frank Gallagher. "I'm wanting to get away as soon as I can because people are saying to me you're going to be the next one," says Cass in the film. "I'm like, 'No I'm not. I'm going to get away.'"
Lewis realised many of the locals were turning to drink because they were grieving. "I could see the response from Sam's peers was to drink themselves through the grief. What 20 years ago was a handful of ne'er-do-well youths drinking cider and smoking dope has become a nightmare of hard drink, harder drugs and random deaths afflicting all generations."
Lewis takes me through the park and points out Hope Street, which locals laughingly note was once home not only to the police station but also the job centre and the DSS too. There's no job centre in Hebden Bridge any more, it closed down years ago. (The unemployment rate is 5.2 per cent; the national rate is 4.2 per cent.) He shows me a few places where you can score drugs and we go on into the main square, St George's, which is bustling with tourists. A man in red leggings hands me a leaflet calling for musicians and dancers to take part in his upcoming show. In the Shoulder of Mutton pub on the corner we find Michael "Silly" Silcock, who features in Lewis's film. Silly was in the Foreign Legion, and has just completed a 21-day detox in Bradford ("I was doing 12 cans of Special Brew a day, followed by brandies in the pub"). His brother committed suicide, "even though he was living the perfect life in Sweden. You'd be hard-pushed to meet anyone round here who doesn't know someone who has died. There's been at least half a dozen in the past five years." He thinks it's because of poverty and unemployment. "There's no industry left here – it's all just shops and we are being priced out of our homes. I try not to think about it."
He's right: the divisions in the town are obvious. The hippie community brought with it pioneering ideas – its strong stance on environmental issues, for example, and, like the Devon town of Modbury, Hebden Bridge has banned plastic bags. It was home to Yorkshire's first organic food shop and its tolerant attitude meant that by 2004 it was reported to have the highest number of lesbians per capita than anywhere in the UK. Hebden also became the first place in the country to launch a community website, in 1995. Which is all well and good, but probably not much use if you're unemployed and living on the breadline.
Lewis has other theories about what is happening in Hebden. He tells me about a syndrome called "valley bottom fever", which is well known among locals. "It's the sudden, urgent need to get out of the valley and get on to the top as you start to feel claustrophobic," he says. "I do think if you start to feel oppressed in this valley it's total. It's very steep and when the clouds come down on top of the valley it's like a lid – you feel as if you are living in a coffin."
He also believes the surrounding wall of hills affects people's sense of their horizons. "In both an emotional and a literal sense. As a kid you feel you're living on an island; you don't realise there are other towns just a few miles away, because your whole world has these huge walls around it."
Is that really enough to cause all this death? "It's complicated," says Lewis. "The analogy I use is when you have an awful accident – a train or plane crash or something – that is caused by two or three different elements that go wrong at the same time. In Hebden those elements start with drugs – we were introduced to drugs really early on. The hippies were doing really good things but some just wanted a life without rules and a lethal hedonism took hold of a sizable section of the community. Then there's the unemployment, the gentrification and the psychological impact of living deep in a valley. Each element on its own wouldn't necessarily be damaging but their confluence has made Hebden what it is today."
Academic research backs Lewis's theory. Dr Darren Smith, a reader of geography at the University of Brighton, has
been researching Hebden Bridge for 15 years. "One key finding is the distinction in Hebden Bridge between the sunny side and the dark side," he says. "The topography of the valley means there is a south-facing slope and a north-facing slope. The sunny side is where gentrifiers reside and the dark side, which doesn't get much sunlight, is where the indigenous working class have been displaced and marginalised.
"I've been critical of the idea of regenerating towns and cities through gentrification. We need to be careful of it in terms of thinking about who is left behind. There is a downside, and you can see that on the dark side of Hebden Bridge. It's taken for granted that lower-income populations get displaced and move out, but perhaps that's not always the case. Perhaps there are pockets where the indigenous population cling on to the place. Very little is known about the experiences of these people and Lewis's film sheds light on them. I think it warrants more academic research."
Lewis's story has echoes of what happened in Bridgend in south Wales, which hit the headlines two years ago when almost 20 suicides took place there in the space of 12 months. By coincidence, Lewis's mother now resides in the town, and he has spent a lot of time there trying to work out why Bridgend is newsworthy and Hebden Bridge is not. "I've done the maths," he says. "If you scale up the population of Hebden to Bridgend, which has a population of over 30,000, the suicide rate is comparable. The difference is they are not the same demographic. In Bridgend they're all aged 16 to 27 and it happened over a very short period. In Hebden it happened over a longer period of time, so it's not so definable."
Lewis takes me to the graveyard at Heptonstall, perched on top of Hell Hole Rocks, overlooking the valley. There's Sam Jones' fresh grave at the front, lovingly spilling over with flowers. He points out the simple wooden cross that marks Nicky's grave and tells me that as soon as her mother can bear to part with them, Emma's ashes are due to be scattered up here too. They're in good company – Sylvia Plath is buried up here. "It's just not normal that people are dying like this," says Lewis. "I think there is a duty to recognise there is a problem here. The reason I made this film is not because I'm down on the place but because I love it. It's like Jekyll and Hyde. When the sun is out it's extraordinarily beautiful – but it's also very, very troubled."
'Shed Your Tears and Walk Away' is showing at 10.20pm on 7 November at Showroom Four, Paternoster Row, Sheffield (www.sheffdocfest.com ). To contact the Samaritans, call 08457 90 90 90 or visit www.samaritans.org
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Young men are the highest risk group for suicides. Sensitive and intelligent young men, brought up in aspirational families in drizzly towns in the north of England, perhaps more so.
And finally, Sam Jones did not commit suicide. He died of an accidental heroin overdose.
Fascinating article, I was only discussing this town with a southern colleague of mine the other day who say he had been to HB, and my first words were ``what a depressing place``.
Example here: http://www.hebdenbridge.co.uk/news/news
Example 2: http://www.halifaxcourier.co.uk/news/Te
Anyway, as a mature adult you can rationalise all of this nonsense and let it wash over you, but when you're young and a bit vulnerable, the local middle-aged right-on nazi party can seem oppressive and certainly does take away a lot of the warmth and goodwill in the town and replaces it with a set of ill-conceived, divisive, pushy, modish, adolescent ideas.
It's true, Hebden Bridge is not just a pretty Pennine town with tea-rooms and quaint old streets - we have our share of people with drug and alcohol problems. It's good to have a film which shows the other side of the coin and perhaps results in more support for those with these problems but I doubt whether Hebden Bridge is any worse than many small towns. It can be grim on a day like today with unrelenting rain and wind, but I've found more friendly and helpful people here than anywhere else I've lived in my 50 odd years.
I know there is a tragic drugs issue in the town, and am beyond saddened to hear that another one of our young men has died this weekend. I cannot see how mud-slinging will help, and would really (seriously) appreciate some strong positive suggestions for how the townspeople can help this situation.
It is so sad to see this article and think that this may be the opinion that people will have in their head when they visit. I fully appreciate that you can not and should not brush the darker sides under the carpet, but i also cannot see how people do not absorb the beauty that is held in a place like this; Fresh air, wonderful views and a history that can be captured without spending a penny.
I have booked tickets to see the film on the 7th and am thoroughly looking forward to watching it. As said by hebdenbiker drug and alcohol misuse is a problem but IT IS everywhere. It is always harder when you know the people involved and maybe because there is a culture of everyone knowing everyone in Hebden, one sad loss can affect so so many others.
Hebden Bridge is a lovely place to live and I'm sure that if you were to compare the lives and problems of Hebdenites to people from Burnley, Rochdale, Keighley or Halifax the statistics offered in this article wouldn't really stack up. His comparisons to Bridgend are tenuous and potentially dangerous.
Sounds like he has painted a very dark picture of Hebden Bridge (from Suffolk).
A real problem in Hebden for the indigionous peoples has been the housing bubble. Maybe Jez Lewis is tackling this issue by reaffirming that it's grim up North. This article might make a few people think twice before selling up in London and downsizing to HB.
sensational
I wonder after reading the article , how many of those purported to have committed suicide, made either threats or mentioned to family or friends that they wanted end their lives prior to their own demise?
We should never dismiss anybody's suicide threats as being empty jestures or shallow statements. We should encourage those who are suicidal to reach out for help.
In the case of the UK,the Samaritans are a wonderful organization.
After all,Suicide is often a permanent solutution to a temporary crisis.
EngChina
The film's producer is my partner Rachel Wexler who remortgaged our home with me in order to help fund the film (as mentioned in the article), and who put two and a half years of hard work into it with me, both of us unpaid. The bank comment is nonsensical - what is it supposed to mean?
The statistics cited in the article are not provided by me, but by the local health authority, and they provide a direct comparison between Calderdale and neighbouring Kirklees. In what way do they not stack up?
I did not make the film from Suffolk, but shot it almost entirely in Hebden Bridge over a year and a half.
It is right that housing is a real problem in Hebden Bridge, and this is mentioned in both the film and the article (it really is worth actually reading it).
I did not choose the photo of the newspaper billing about the Hebden brothers, and it does not feature in the film. But it is clearly intended in the article to be symbolic: the Fairburn / Hallam brothers come to mind. And if you are not aware of the latest tragedy of Sam and Liam Jones then you are woefully out of touch with the community you speak for. If you do actually know about Liam's death on Friday then your comment is unforgivably insensitive.
I will be coming to Hebden in the next few days for Liam's funeral - HX7, if you would like to meet to talk about this in person I would be very willing to do so (you would need to reveal your real name so that we could make contact).
Jez Lewis
I have also had experience of people dying young. I knew of Sam, and whilst up there on Saturday I heard about Liam - so my feelings and thoughts after reading all this could be amplified; but since leaving Hebden Bridge and whilst I sit at work today, in my normal life, I have a very weird feeling. I can't put my finger on what it is. But outside seeing friends from the area; I don't ever want to go back.
Much of what you say, I agree with. There is a very big drug problem in the town and I have sadly seen children who were at school with my own three, destroyed by heroin. Children I have known since toddler group.
The town needs jobs for local young people but it will never get them until something is done about the poisonous and destructive middle class clique who oppose anything and everything proposed for the town. They are truly vicious, sanctimonious, destructive, self-serving and totally convinced that they are right and everyone else is wrong. I could name every one of them but won't here, as the post would be taken down.
But they won't be stopped because the Local Authority is afraid of them.
I even know of someone who had human faeces thrown at them by one of this group. The same person was also spat at.
I do have a question about the suicide figures though. Are they just for Calderdale as a whole or do they show the figures for each town? The more we know about it the better chance we have to make things better.
I am not suggesting that the film should not have been made, the fact that it has is raising very useful discussion and I applaud Jez for that. But it is touching on an issue which for me is deeply personal and touches on the core of my family life. If any good can come out of the film I would dearly hope it can be that we scratch deeper into the causes of the depression that leads to deaths by drugs and alcohol and suicide, and have the courage to speak openly about those causes.
Much as I carry chips on both shoulders in regard to some of the types of character present in Hebden Bridge, Emma's depression cannot be blamed on stereotypes of any of them but on the selfish actions of one absolute creep and on the failure of others, and perhaps even of Emma herself, to face up to that.
I hope that Emma's death can help others, as it has helped me, to face up to the painful realities of what goes on not on Hebden Bridge park, or any other park, but behind closed doors all over this country.
To anyone who is feeling depressed, suicidal or struggling with life, I hope you find some peace and contentment and please, please ask for help. A short 20 minute walk up the sides of the valley to the top of the moors to feel in touch with the beautiful countryside and see beyond 'the walls of the valley' can be a wonderful restorative and is highly recommended. I know it isn't the solution to everything, but perhaps it could help alleviate some of the negative feelings - surely it has to be worth trying.
I hope that this film is taken to be a signifier of the times we live in generally, and does not reflect badly on Hebden Bridge overall as I think that would be a grave injustice. I will look forward to seeing it with hope that it can provide the much needed catalyst for addressing the very real issues in Hebden, the UK and perhaps beyond.
With much love
Mungo
It's a beautiful town though. Stunning location, and Hardcastle Crags is only a very short distance away.
I'd be happy to live there, in the light side or the dark side...
Some years ago I lived in a small valley in west Wales. It was steep sided, covered in conifers & had no sunlight for 3 winter months. Yes the countryside around was pretty but that did not matter in respect of the feeling of being under a dark cloud, yes claustrophobic!
We actually moved out because it was too depressing for us, & now live on a hilltop with expansive views in all directions.
I know it is only one aspect, but I am sure it can be a factor for some people.
Incidentally, if you want to find out what one Hebdenite thinks of the yuppies there try this link:
http://www.hebdenbridge.co.uk/
Scroll to the bottom - "More from Hebden Bridge Web", click on "View from the Bridge".
It'll have you in tucks, I hope.
This may or may not have something to do with the town's industrial past, or the fact that for much of the year, when the sun doesn't shine, despite it's beauty, the place is just so damn depressing. It is a brooding beauty but there have been times, especially in January and February, when I have myself felt like throwing myself off one of its cliffs. It was one such January, twenty one months ago, which finally made up my mind to leave. And now I have. And what a relief.
I'm not sure I agree with the bit about middle class people living one the sunny side of the valley and working class people on the dark side. The most middle class area in the town is Heptonstall (you'll not find anywhere darker and more depressing on the face of the earth) and it is choc-a-block with middle class people.
It does have a very unpleasant vociferous, self absorbed, self centered middle class clique who make it their mission in life to oppose anything and everything proposed for the town. If they can keep the locals from getting jobs they will, by opposing any and every development. Even the turf accountant was opposed. The clique are made up of a lot of media people who don't actually work in the town themselves, but commute to Manchester and Leeds, and in their own words they want Hebden Bridge to be quiet at the weekend so they can rest. Tough luck any local kids who would benefit from jobs generated from development or investment.
Just remembering them is making my blood boil. But happily I am away from them now. If there is a heart of darkness in Hebden Bridge it is this group. Pure poison.
Jez thank you for investing the time and starting a much needed discussion. We do need to be careful not to combine the deaths of suicide victims and those that take an 'accidental overdose' though in order paint a true picture. Having know several young people (not connected to drugs) who simply got over come with depression and unable to find a way out, there is certainly a need for something to be done. Unfortunately I do not know what the answer is but having suffered from depression myself having someone to talk to and things to do to keep me busy and the mind productively active has always helped. Needless to say I didn't get that help until I left HB some 9 years ago.
The view now conjures up nostalgic rose-tinted feelings of being 'home', but when I was 16 or so it was an intensely claustrophobic experience of being trapped. I remember at that age seeing the sunlight when I was travelling back home from London on the train for the first time and being amazed by a) the light and b) how far you could see. I was very fortunate to be able to go to university so for a long time I knew I'd be 'getting out', but I understand the fatalistic thinking of others who don't/didn't have similar prospects.
Interesting article, I used to live in Todmorden and yes you think at first that the place is fantastic. It's certainly beautiful, away from urban mess, cars etc. However the alternative community is very inward looking and tends to have an attitude I have previously described as "Baudrillard in Paris" attitude, a sense of despair and disgust. Having found oneself in a place initially felt to be "it" the best, the only place to be, one falls out with friends or they leave, and the place seems a trap. I got tired of the smoky dope filled parties, the relationship bust-ups and the endless conversations about setting up communities and barter economies. I got fed up with digging an allotment, of working on a house that didn't rise in value for years and commuting along the valley bottoms. I quite liked the "Lock in's" drinking till 4 in the morning, until a neighbour died by slipping in the snow and freezing to death after falling. Having said that we go to Hebden most Sundays to walk in the wonderful woods and find living in Rochdale to be dominated by urban Squalor, however it's real and you can get away from it and head for Manchester. If you are desperate the valleys can feel to be a trap. However all in all this article is best advert against drug and drink taking I've read for a long time. It's not the location it's the aspriational culture and booze and drugs that do the damage.
It has no more social problems than anywhere else - and I feel qualified to say this as a Social Worker of several years standing who has worked in all the major town and cities of the region.
Hebden Bridge is of course a real, living, breathing town with the full range of social problems that you would face anywhere else - get over it.
Hebden Bridge resident
I could tell you how I got my job if you wanted to know :oD
I commute to Halifax and surrounding areas to work (Takes like 15 minutes on the train) so all this talk about 'there are no jobs' is rubbish.
Drug Related Deaths:
Yes there is a problem and yes many people have died who i know. But unfortunately its the risk you take when you take drugs. Its the same in all Dark and Dinky Northern towns not just Hebden Bridge. Todmorden is exactly the same! So is Burnley so is Halifax. Unfortunately its either stay and put up with it or leave.
Who to blame?
I dont know. There is no money in Hebden. There has been absolutely no change to the place other than a few cobbles in 20 years. I guess thats the councils fault through lack of Government funding.
Or is it the Hippys fault? Bringing drugs to the town in the 70's. They have passed it down to their children who have passed it down to theirs. I presume they believe this to be 'the norm' and dont see whats wrong.
Is it the way you are brought up?
Or is it just our own fault for making the wrong choices in life. People only have themselves to blame.
Please note this is only my view. We all have our opinion
I have no answers to the problems but it's good to see that one person is willing to speak out about a problem that the people of HB seem to live with on a day to day basis.
Good luck Jez !
We need a screening of this film in Hebden though - hopefully that can happen soon.
Firstly I have to say that I do know a lot of people featured in this film, some I would class and friends and some as acquaintances.
I spent the first 28 years of my life in Hebden, as I grew up it was an oasis, a place that was different from anywhere else. But at some point my opinion changed, from the age of 18 - 28 I did everything I could to get away from the place and thankfully I did and can safely say I will never ever call Hebden home again. To this day I can't put my finger on exactly why I felt so strongly that I had to leave, but i know that I was right to do so.
Something is deeply wrong in Hebden, when I think back of all the people I knew, too many succumbed to drink and drugs. I can list 10 - 15 people who were or are addicted to Heroin and getting close to 10 people who have died of accidental overdose or suicide. This doesn't include the people who's lives have been ruined by alcohol abuse.
I can't comment on other towns in the area, I don't know if the same situation occurs in Sowerby Bridge or Todmorden. But i do know what its like to be raised in Hebden Bridge. A lot has been made of the bohemian, hippy attitudes that prevail in the town and I truly believe that they do play a part in the problems that are now affecting certain parts of the population. To grow up in environment where drugs are not only tolerated but considered normal has to have an affect, It distorts people perceptions of what is acceptable. During my teenage years I found myself in situations that upon reflection I find disturbing and that I would never allow to occur if I was a parent.
The image that people try to portray of Hebden Bridge is that of a vibrant, bohemian town nestled in the Pennines when in reality it is afflicted with the same issues and problems that most depressed working class communities suffer from. The constant denial of there being a problem only adds to the situation, lets not hold a candle lit vigil for Palestine, Tibet or any other worth while cause that people deem to be important, but instead help the people close to home.
I would like to thank Jez for making this film, hearing about it made me confront a lot of feelings I have tried to hide for a long time. My thoughts go out to the family of Liam and Sam and everyone else touched by all the tragedies over the years.