Kelly Holmes reveals she 'cut herself daily with scissors' during time out with injury

‘The scissors were in the bathroom and I used them to release the anguish that I had. It was really a bad place to be’

Rachael Revesz
Sunday 24 September 2017 10:56
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The Olympic champion says we need to smash stigma and encourage people to talk about their feelings
The Olympic champion says we need to smash stigma and encourage people to talk about their feelings

Dame Kelly Holmes has opened up about her battle with depression and said she cut herself every day as she worried that her injuries would ruin her career.

The Olympic champion said she was self-harming “to release the anguish” just a year before she won gold in the 800m and 1,500m competitions in Athens in 2004.

“At my lowest, I was cutting myself with scissors every day that I was injured,” Dame Kelly said.

At the Health and Wellbeing Live show in Tunbridge Wells on Saturday, the Commonwealth Games gold medallist showed a picture of one of her injuries that she had taken during the World Athletics Championships in 1997.

It was one of seven injuries that led to her self-harming.

“The scissors were in the bathroom and I used them to release the anguish that I had. It was really a bad place to be,” Dame Kelly told the BBC.

“But my biggest message to people is that you can get out of that and you can still achieve.

“There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.”

She added: “We need to smash the stigma and encourage people to talk about their feelings: whether that’s depression, feelings of isolation, overwhelming sadness, a desire to self-harm or an already established pattern.

“Mental health takes many forms and manifests in many ways.”

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She said Prince Harry was “brave” for speaking about his own mental health challenges in an effort to make the issue more mainstream and “acceptable”.

Becky Randall, co-founder of Health and Wellbeing Live, said: “Dame Kelly struggled but she kept going.

“So many of us are inhibited by a black cloud that sometimes descends, by feeling not good enough.

“I want people to be able to understand that they are not alone and that talking about it is what really helps. It’s got to be out there.”

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