Natalie Merchant emerges from darkness with nothing but love
As the nation went through a health emergency in March 2020, so did Natalie Merchant
As the nation went through a health emergency in 2020, so did Natalie Merchant.
The singer-songwriter had major spine surgery just four days before lockdown, with three bones removed from her neck and an incision made over her vocal cords. She lost her voice and suffered nerve damage in her right hand.
It took nine months to get her voice back and a year to get her hand to behave. And yet out of that came not bitterness or anger, but love: The heart-forward new album āKeep Your Courage.ā
āThis album sort of grew out of all that. It was a health crisis, but also everything was in crisis in the world,ā she says. āWe all turned inward and held on to each other. And the only thing that really mattered was love. Love and caring for people.ā
āKeep Your Courageā has some of Merchant's best songwriting, with melodies that veer from Gaelic to Middle Eastern, delving into horn-driven soul, melancholy ballads, pure pop and defiant sisterhood anthems. The last lines are: āLove will conquer all.ā
āIt wasnāt until I wrote the liner notes that I realized how connected all the songs were,ā she says from her home in New York's Hudson Valley. āThis is kind of a de facto concept record.ā
The 10-track collection is rooted in myth and legend, with some songs titled āCome on, Aphrodite,ā āNarcissus," āTower of Babelā and "The Feast of Saint Valentine.ā Joan of Arc graces the cover.
āItās very valuable to use cultural references because they carry so much meaning and iconic symbolism. During the pandemic, it really felt like we were living in the myth,ā she says. āI really turn to mythology not to understand whatās happening, but to see a reflection of whatās happening in our contemporary world.ā
Abena Koomson-Davis, musical director of The Resistance Revival Chorus, and Merchant first duetted at a Radio City Music Hall benefit for healthcare workers impacted by COVID-19 and instantly felt something click.
āIt was kind of like our voices met and said, āHey, I know you! Weāre friends.ā And then our relationship followed,ā Koomson-Davis says, laughing. āOur voices kind of introduced us to each other.ā
The album kicks off with both women singing āBig Girlsā and āCome on, Aphrodite.ā Other songs include āSister Tilly,ā a loving ode to the trailblazing women of her mother's generation ā "Your Rilke poems and your stacks of Mother Jones,ā she sings ā and āSong of Himself,ā a ālove letterā to poet Walt Whitman with the lyrics, āCome sing your song of love bold, brave and proud.ā
āI read his poetry like sacred text. Itās really, really helpful to me, helps me,ā Merchant says. āIt reinforces my hope for humanity, and it makes me pause and notice the miracles all around me.ā
She chose an image of Joan of Arc ā a photo of a sculpture of the young woman in armor with a sword over her heart ā as the symbol of courage, a warrior for love.
āI think women need a suit of armor these days, as we always have. We keep thinking that weāre moving toward a more just liberal society where women can feel safe, and yet sexual violence against especially young women is higher than itās been in decades.ā
Merchant is preparing to tour the new music, with stops this spring and summer in such cities as Pittsburgh, Boston, Cleveland, Atlanta, Milwaukee, Chicago, New York, San Francisco and Los Angeles.
Merchant first made musical waves in the the 1980s with the band 10,000 Maniacs ā with such hits as āThese Are Daysā and āTrouble Meā ā and followed in the 1990s with a successful solo career, beginning with the hit album, āTigerlily,ā which included āCarnival.ā
āKeep Your Courageā emerges as a triumph over personal pain. Merchant went under the knife, risking paralysis, a lost voice and possibly death. She recovered in a neck brace, unable to see a doctor in person due to lockdowns, relying on friends and her soon-to-be-in college daughter.
āMusic got me through the pandemic, and what I wanted to hear was thoughtful, beautiful music, or I wanted to dance,ā she says. āOnce I could move around again, I just wanted to dance. My daughter and I would have dance parties all the time.ā
That upbeat vibe can be heard in āCome on, Aphroditeā and the funky āTower of Babel,ā with a video of Merchant dancing along.
In addition to Koomson-Davis, there are contributions from the Celtic folk group LĆŗnasa, Syrian clarinetist Kinan Azmeh and a cover of āHunting the Wrenā by Ian Lynch of the Irish band Lankum, a powerful song about patriarchy.
āAs someone who cares about justice and someone who cares about young people and someone who cares about older people, I really appreciate the way she lives her life,ā says Koomson-Davis. āBeing able to sing her music, which is doing the same work, itās an inspiration for me.ā
The title of the album comes from the last song, āThe Feast of Saint Valentine,ā with the lyrics, āIn the deep and darkest night of your soul/When you curse and rue the day that you did dare to give your heart away/Take courage in the thought that you belong.ā
āThe premise of the song is that love can be a battle that you endure,ā Merchant says. āAnd thereās always the chance that youāll be wounded in love. But the courage comes from having the strength to make yourself vulnerable enough to love.ā
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